Kecik In Memory

At 4.45 p.m. today, Kecik passed away.

I was holding Kecik on my palm and stroking him softly.

I saw him dying.

I saw Kecik struggled for his last breath.

I saw Kecik died....

I knew Kecik had left, yet I still stroke his weak light small body.

I felt there was a grain in his left cheek pouch.

Kecik hadn't much energy even to finish his last food.

Which made me really sad. I didn't want to but I cried. A little.

But it give me a bad headache. Heartache as well.

May Kecik rest in peace. Amin.

nota kaki: Hopefully I've taken good care of him when he was alive...