Kecik In Memory

At 4.45 p.m. today, Kecik passed away.

I was holding Kecik on my palm and stroking him softly.

I saw him dying.

I saw Kecik struggled for his last breath.

I saw Kecik died....

I knew Kecik had left, yet I still stroke his weak light small body.

I felt there was a grain in his left cheek pouch.

Kecik hadn't much energy even to finish his last food.

Which made me really sad. I didn't want to but I cried. A little.

But it give me a bad headache. Heartache as well.

May Kecik rest in peace. Amin.

nota kaki: Hopefully I've taken good care of him when he was alive...

He's getting weaker

Melepek jer si Kecik nih..

Cian Kecik...

mm.. hari ni sampai je hometown, J tengok si Kecik ni macam semput jer.. Nafas berbunyi. aduhai.. ko sakit ke pulak Kecik????? J angkat dia.. tak de tindakbalas pun.. rela je kena angkat. Letak dia dekat telinga.. memang berbunyi bila dia bernafas. Semput ke pulak budak kecik ni??? Nak bernafas pun susah.. sampai kena nafas ikut mulut...

J basuhkan mata dia sebab selemoih dengan taik mata. Pastu suapkan dengan air ECPI.. Few minutes after that, barula nampak dia cergas sikit... Alhamdulillah.. harap-harap esok dia semakin okay.

nota kaki: Mata Kenit is getting better... Hopefully both Kenit & Kecik will get better soon...