Sedar tak sedar, dah habis bulan Januari. Februari pulak menjengah. I made a pledge to myself, not to tense myself with unnecessary things. Jangan meletihkan otak & badan marah budak-budak sebab apa jua cara semuanya telah di 'experiment' sepanjang bulan satu. Hah... kemain lagik. ehehe.. Boleh ke????
So far setakat ni, I can still control my temper. Hanya bertempik bila perlu, hanya menghempuk bila keadaan memaksa. hehe.. Jangan salah faham ek? Takdelah J hempuk budak2 tu sampai remuk.. eiishh... saje cari nahas le tuh kan? Hempuk2 manje jer.. dengan buku teks ke.. buku tulis ke.. pembaris panjang kelas ke.. Gile hape nak hempuk anak orang sampai remuk? Kena beringat jugak lah. Jadi, segala 'hempuk'an hanya sebgai amaran atau peringatan jer... Jangan korang repot teledera plak..
For the whole week, I made myself read the last series of the Twilight Series, Breaking Dawn. I really got myself hooked to it. I would bring the book daily to school and whenever I had the chance, I'll take it out and read. Today I realized... I'm more relaxed and calmer this week. All my daily tasks were done on time, I manage not to bring back any exercise books to mark at home. I'm more focused in delivering lessons to my kids. I think it's because of the book. I guess the book has indirectly divert my tension away. (J memang seorang yang penuh emosi. Sebab tu selalu penat kalau bersungguh marahkan budak-budak tak berapa nak paham 'bahasa') Sungguh... I felt my head, body and soul lighter the whole week... mm... maybe I should do this often.
As you can see.. I'm halfway through. Bella finally married to Edward and she got herself pregnent!!! I'm really curious what happpen next. Will update again later.
nota kaki: nak pegi mandikan CikViSaye... buku Breaking Dawn harus di bawa bersama!
hehe...teacher J mmg garang since zaman skolah lagi..not to say garang la, tegas to be exact and i believe, mesti one day budak2 sume cemerlang :)
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